Pessimistic

Having Brad here gave me a good break, from what I'm not exactly sure, because I haven't been doing anything. It sucks because all I need right now is a job, it would fix every obstacle I'm facing right now. It's not like I'm not trying, I've been sending out resumes and applications every day. And it's not like I'm not getting jobs because of my piercings, then it'd be a legit excuse, but I'm not even getting interviews. I am extremely depressed and pessimistic right now, I just wish something would come easy for me at least this once.