proud

I just wanted to let you know I am very proud of you.

Love you.

Working

WAY TOO MUCH. I can't handle the 8 days straight. I do enjoy closing way more than opening though. I get to work by myself, I have a list of what I need to do at certain times to close, and I get to do it how I want to without anyone getting in my way.

Here's me with Goobtron

random photos

Joeys a blue collar worker

Here is photos of Joeys pill pack he had to wear till 5 pm without eating any food.

Cake

I made a delicious cake.

this should help you drive a bit

stir the tuna stomp the grapes

sorry it is a bad video but it shows you how :)
love you!!!

Just crazy us Love you B!!!!!

Stoked for you

Glad to see you getting your first adult job, awwee
Good luck in the mornings you'll be fine you'll get use to it.
LOVE YOU!!!!!

work shirt

the long road making it easy

You made a good point about even though we were poor we were still happy so that is what I am trying to do now. We may have not had everything but we had fun.
Try this in a slow meditation eyes closed feel with your heart your insides
say to yourself " Life is good and all good things will come to me"
say it a few times, feel it mean it now say that you have that job, feel it , mean it.
Do this when you are feeling doubtful, when you wake up, when you go to sleep.
Don't doubt it, feel it, mean it, feel your insides calming down, feel the anxiety go away.

Just try it and stop bitching it can't hurt.
Make a board of what you want in reach and even some that arent too easy. look at it everyday, feel it, just do it stop laughing try something it's better than nothing.

love you!!

Pessimistic

Having Brad here gave me a good break, from what I'm not exactly sure, because I haven't been doing anything. It sucks because all I need right now is a job, it would fix every obstacle I'm facing right now. It's not like I'm not trying, I've been sending out resumes and applications every day. And it's not like I'm not getting jobs because of my piercings, then it'd be a legit excuse, but I'm not even getting interviews. I am extremely depressed and pessimistic right now, I just wish something would come easy for me at least this once.